Please Pray for Precious - Kitty

I was made aware of a warehouse cat (where I feed feral cats) that was crying for help three weeks ago. She was skinny, with a tic, in bad shape and I got a call. I didn't help her because my boyfriend did not want to go and gave me a hard time about me going. I already have rescued a bunch of cats and I had a pregnant cat from that warehouse in my house at the time. I rescue foster, and find homes for feral cats after I get them fixed. I have been trying to locate Precious for the last 2 weeks and it's tearing me apart that she has not been found. I think she was supposedly last seen around Friday, July 10th. The anger I feel towards myself and my partner is ripping me and us apart. Please pray or send "energy" that she is found in decent condition soon so I can help her. I tend to be agnostic so this is very difficult time for me. I feel so angry that I let myself be bullied into not helping; it's not in my character to ignore a cry for help. Precious is described as white with some grey on her back. I would appreciate any thoughts.